Frankfurt Blair

Blood is everywhere. The garage is covered in it: the red, oozing liquid caressing its way through every fault in the floor and under every crevice. Four college-aged men dressed in all black are splattered in red. Two of the men are sitting against walls holding their heads in their hands, while the other two …

Java Fang

I wake up in a hospital. I wake up screaming. I'm in a hospital and I'm screaming. Thoughts are racing through my brain like streams race towards rivers. Why am I here? Why am I screaming? Did I have an accident? Did I have a nightmare? Who put me in here? How did I get …

Ultimately

I don’t want my life to be a preamble or a precursor for some extravagant finale. The finale is right here, right now. What is everyone preparing for? School prepares for work; work prepares for retirement; retirement prepares for death. The only preparation that can exist in life is the acceptance of that – death. …

Note to Self

Through the vessel from point A guiding you to point B, the vessel from point B guiding you to point C, and the vessel from point C guiding you to the centre it’s presumed that you are now able to regain point A through the centre, therefore completing the cycle. Obtaining the centre is additionally essential to your success …

5am

I don’t know who I was before audio meditation took over my natural existence. It’s like I’m floating into some oblivious paranormal universe where every extremity is being reached in a perplexed climax of a blue sun and yellow cloud. I wish I were a starfish, no, a blow fish in the shape of a …

Tuesday Night

I wish that my mind and my body were intertwined to such a juxtaposition as to intensify and rectify the soul within my personage. I wish that my words and my state of being were linked in a way that simplified matters instead of complication that is indeed concrete notions and philosophies. We spoke of …

Selfish

I don’t understand what people mean when they say that suicide is a selfish act. That it’s selfish because you’re not thinking of all the people you’re going to hurt. That it’s selfish because you’re only thinking of yourself… I can think of a few things that are more selfish: Expecting someone to live for …

I’m Not Dead Yet

Who I Am Confusion encircles my way of life. I look ahead, I look behind, but never to the right. My decisions are based on feeling good and guaranteeing future satisfactions. I want to be everywhere in the world, seeing life from every perspective possible. I am uncertain of my destination, but I’m enjoying the …

Speckled Egg

Speckled Egg I don’t know why I’ve ever waited for anything. We could die at any conceivable moment. This breath, this second, this sight in front of us could vanish without any notice or feasible recognition. If we don’t achieve things presently, in this moment, will they ever be achieved? Are our past successes even …